{ bending until you break }

Feeling like you're so pressed, so bent down with overall confusion/sadness that you feel like breaking.

Today has felt like that.  Bent down as far as I can go.

Tired.  So tired of constant ache, pain, loneliness, confusion.

Bent with the weight of not knowing where the Lord is leading me.  What His plan is.  Why He is leaving me to walk this alone.  

Alone from Him.  Alone from Tim.  Alone from any sort of joy.

Bent.  Bent and ready to break.  Almost broke.