{ anniversary }
It would have been a year of being together. September 1st, 2017 we went on our first date. That's where I'm siting now, writing this. Flooded with a million memories. Slowly, things aren't quite as painful. But the ache is still there, honestly. I still think about him all the time. He's still the first person I want to tell any news to. The first person I go to text when I'm sad. The first person I want to hold my hand when I'm stressed. The person I want to laugh with. Do life with. I miss his smile. The way he'd sigh with content before we'd watch a movie. His eye roll when I wouldn't agree with him on something-which wasn't often. The way he'd listen to all my rambles- no matter how crazy they were. The way he'd pull me into his arms after I had a stressful day. I miss when we would eat out while he was in inform- seeing how many people came up and thanked him for hi...